This troper doesn't know where to start. In August, he was thrown out of college for a semester
because he missed ONE financial aid form. In October, he broke up with his committed girlfriend of four years
who he was planning to move in with, but, ''at her request,'' still tried to be close friends afterward - only to catch her going behind his back telling her friends she wished he would leave her alone because she was tired of his shit. She apologized profusely after
this troper showed her the hard way that being lied to and talked about is his BerserkButton, but he still doesn't know if he can deal with her anymore.
Fortunately, he got another very attractive girl's contact information at a recent con and was able to have some really good conversation with her. Even though she'd also just gotten out of a bad relationship and didn't want another one yet, he was planning to ask her out at a better time... That's when his ex, out of pity for him (he'd told his ex about her during the "friendship" period), messaged the girl on Facebook begging her to give him a chance. Now he doesn't even want to talk to the girl for a while because his intentions are too obvious now. At this point, his performance on his job sank to new lows (to the point where he almost lost it) because he was having serious problems focusing on life in general at this point, and he had to get counseling. Now, one of his friends is in the hospital for unknown reasons and the one class he desperately needs to continue his education is closed for ''another'' semester. This troper is just... very tired. And he has no idea what to do now.